Freezing in CA

I am so cold. I won't even try to describe it b/c I can't do it justice. I just want a giant warm furry animal to come over and lay on me. I wouldn't mind spontaneously combusting right now b/c at least I'd be warm for a second before I burst into nothingness. Last night I went to bed late b/c I was sitting in front of the heater for HALF AN HOUR. Just sitting there. I was too cold to move. My hands are coldest, and my back is also super cold. No fun :( I am going to keep whining about this until it's at least 80 degrees out.

I did have a DELICIOUS day of eating today. I was really hungry this morning- that seems to be pretty normal, then it tapers off during the afternoon/evening. Here's what I ate today and yesterday:

Today's Food:
-14 oz. OJ, 3 bananas (I think...it may have been 2 though?)
-another banana
-lara bar & apple
*3 mile tempo run, abs stuff, stretching*
-smoothie w/ 2 bananas, frozen strawberries & blueberries, splash of OJ- SO GOOD!
-taste of raw tahini while I was making raw hummus...ooooops bye bye 811!
-TONS of veggies- a plum tomato, half a red & yellow bell pepper sliced, 1/4 of a giant cuc on steroids (I hope not literally), 2 pcs. cauliflower, and 2/3 of a small bag of baby carrots. Some with raw zucchini hummus, some plain.
-maybe an apple later. I'm so full right now though.

Yesterday's Food:
-smoothie w/ 2 bananas, frozen mango, strawberries & blueberries, splash of OJ; 2 raw brazil nuts
*4 mile run, squats, lunges, stretching*
-2 bananas
-lara bar & apple
-2 bananas & some pineapple
-salad w/ romaine, carrots, cucs, red & yellow peppers, 2 plum tomatoes, cauliflower & raw ACV
-banana

So today was too much fat, but I'm ok with it. I think the fact that my body temperature is around 30 degrees (ok, I'm exaggerating a little) had something to do with this. Fat just seems like the most "warming" raw food. Even if it doesn't actually make me warm. The good thing is I added a lot less raw tahini and less garlic to the raw hummus and it was so much better and not overstimulating to my taste buds. It's mainly just zucchini now :)

Cat update- they got raw organic/hormone free/free range chicken legs and chicken livers yesterday for dinner, and then again for bfast & dinner today! Noelle, the middle child, was fussy at first but then ended up devouring it later on. Shima & Gracie ate it right away! It seemed chewier/tougher than the salmon but they all figured it out. It's really fascinating to watch them eat raw meat. Makes them seem like such wild cats... I just like to watch them eat their natural diet, too. It's weird, but it doesn't make me feel that guilty, like I would if I was eating the meat (eeeeeeeeew) or buying it for me or another person to use. It doesn't feel 100% ok either though, b/c of the conditions the animals are subjected to on the farms (even free-range) and the fact that those animals are bred solely to be killed. I think there's a lot of negative energy and trauma and stress in their short lives, and I bet this negativity gets transferred from the animals to the people/other animals who eat them. It's an interesting thought. I guess that means I must eat happy apples & bananas & carrots b/c I'm so happy all the time lately ;)

Enough deep thoughts for tonight... Time to go pile under 3 fleece blankets (and hopefully a couple of cats) and watch a movie. I love lazy days!